Hello 3liteRacers Community!
I don't even know how to start this thread and I don't even know how many details I should give in order to make you understand what's happening, huh. The main reason I'm writing this is just to explain my members why things went wrong and why we got here in this position. I'm pretty sure for some of you it's awkward not to see me in 3R anymore. It all started some weeks ago when I was told that my squad's again "dying" so I tried to get more members in it, to make them play more on the server. Somehow this didn't work well since I was criticized even more for inviting guys who were in 3R before and at first who weren't accepted by me. Anyways, I don't want to mention any names here because nobody's to be blamed. Three days ago I wanted to write something on discord and as you might know leaders got one more private chat. I couldn't fight that leadership chat so I checked my rank and saw I was demoted to no rights. I wasn't texted before so I didn't know if this was officially settled. When I wasn't home I got some messages from my members in which they told me that I am not leader anymore on F3 and actually not in the squad anymore. In that moment I was sure I was officially kicked and I didn't want to get into more troubles. I wanted to stay out of it so the only message that I sent to Vodka and Lion was that I could have been at least informed that I got kicked. Actually Vodka I blamed Vodka a bit and I'd like to say I'm really sorry for that Vodkafairy . I was totally alright with Lion's decision and I wasn't going to contest it. I understood what I did wrong but I thought I was disrespected a bit since I wasn't announced that I was kicked. Anyways, I was calm and I wasn't about to ask for getting my position as 3R Shooter Squad's leader. Two days ago while I was playing a pvp I got set as 3R's leader again. After talking to everyone in 3R who was online at that moment I think I made myself understood that I don't want to be in 3R anymore. I can't accept such a position in a clan that I was 100% loyal to and I still got disrespected. Everyone knows that's my squad even if I leave it. So after I refused to lead again I think some 3R members felt betrayed. It ain't my fault. I don't take this as a kick because once I was given the opportunity to lead back it can't be called a kick. I can't call it a departure too because I just refused to come back, I didn't leave at first. I think this is only a wrong way it ended but we can do nothing about it.
If I disappointed you I am very sorry. Now I'm not in 3R anymore but who knows what future away brings to us. Thanks again everyone for supporting me and especially lion22 who supported me from the start, Vodka who's always helped me and @[email protected] for being my co-leader. #longliveshsquad